Wednesday, November 29, 2006
hmmm. training today. was so slack. did starting block 5 times around 30m. LOL. and and. hahaha. i just decided to change my gb bot to lightning. HAHAHA <3>. WHOOO.
Forgotten-linkin park
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
There’s a place so dark you can’t see the end
(Skies cock back) and shock that which can’t defend
The rain then sends dripping / an acidic question
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes shut / looking though the rust and rot
And dust / a spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Moving all around / screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps behind
Street lamps, chain-link and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats
On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won’t escape me
But why should I care
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I’m telling you thatI see it right through you
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I’m telling you thatI see it right through you
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I’m telling you thatI see it right through you
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I’m telling you thatI see it right through you
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought backI’m telling you that
I see it right through you
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I’m telling you that
I see it right through you
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I’m telling you that
I see it right through you
In the memory you’ll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
In the memory, you will find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
joayye:D
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
sports camp
MONDAY. we had training. didnt do much. jumpers did jumps. sprinters did hurdlers excercise and 150 5 times. argh. lazy to put colours for my post. hmm. i did gym. slacked. but im injured. ohwell. after training, we went for lunch before making soveniors for CCA camp. was damn boring. we were cutting foot-shaped bookmarks and the toes are so difficult to cut!!!! hurrr. we had talk by miss lim after that. was okayy lahh. she was repeating what she always says in track camp. ohwell. we had sharing session and i think she was angry with me? cuz i said smt bad abt the seniors. BUT. i really felt that way. at least she doesnt know its me!!!:DD lol. we went to bath after that. amandalau and hanyu RAN to the toilet lahh. hahha. me and fiona were brisk walking there. HAHAHAHA. we had dinner after that. was some okayy food. hahahaha. after dinner came another talk. rahhh. it was a goal setting one. i really fell like taking 100m but misslim says my 200m is stronger. but now i have asthma, which makes it tough for me to train endurance to last the 200m race! ARGH. i ll still try for 100m. I CAN DO IT YEA! and longjump! i wanna get 3rd next year!!! ALL THE WAY. whoo. at night, pamlea hanyu amandalau yingjing were like making so much noise! damn funny. me and huishan were like listening to music trying to sleep. hahahaha. i guess we are pigs!!!!:DDDD
TUESDAY. woke up at 5.45am. DAMN TIRED. screw it. got ready for breakfast. we went to the boys toilet to wash up. ohwell. not like theres any boys in the school so early in the morning. HMM. breakfast was ham and cheese. hahaha. we had amazing race after that. i was in grp10, in the same team as amandagoh and euginia. omg lahh. they are SO ego and irritating!!!!!!! hahahaa. one is miss world, the other, miss earth. WDH. HAHAHA. we walked the whole bishan park. up and down left and right. was damn tired. hahahaha. and we came in last. ohwell. HAHAHA. after that, we had a talk again. misslim was debriefing and talking about the geese formation and about us being ants or smt. HAHAHA.
joayye:D
Sunday, November 26, 2006
hmmm BORING DAY. i was suppose to get my shoes today!!! D: hurrrr
and RAH. stupid kendrick. YOU OWE ME ICECREAM AND MY PRESENT. you doot. bahh. theres training tomorrow. and theres SPORTS CAMP tomorrow. awww. im just going cuz miss lim says " if you find the team imporatant to you, i ll see you at the camp" so. AWWW. i ll just go then. haixzxz. bored bored day. I LOVE WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE <3
When I was a young boy my father took me into the city
to see a marching band
He said 'Son when you grow up, would you be, the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?'
He said 'Will you, defeat them, your demons, and all the non-believers, the plans that they have made?
Because one day I'll leave you a phantom to lead you in the summer to join the Black Parade.'
WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BOY, MY FATHER TOOK ME INTO THE CITY
TO SEE A MARCHING BAND!
HE SAID 'SON WHEN YOU GROW UP, WOULD YOU BE, THE SAVIOUR OF THE BROKEN, THE BEATEN AND THE DAMNED?!'
Sometimes I get the feeling
She's watching over me
And other times I feel like I should go
And through it all; the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets
And when you go we want you all to know:
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
and though your,
dead and gone belive me,
Your memory we'll carry on,
will carry on
And tell your heart i can't contain it.
The under world is waiting.
our romance sends you realing from decimated dreams.
Your misery and hate will kill us all!
So paint it black and take it back
And let's shout out loud and clear!
Defy unto the end we hear the call...
to carry on
We'll carry on
and though your dead and gone,believe me
Your memory will carry on
we'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears(ooooooooh)
Disappointed faces of your peers(oooooooooh)
Take a look at me
Cause I could not care at all
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world,
will never take my heart.
And though they try
They'll never break me
They want it all
They wanna break this bone.
I won't explain
Or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed
I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer
For all the broken
Listen here!
I'm just a man,
I'm not a hero
Just a boy
who had to sing this song
I'm just a man
I'm not a hero
I don't care
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone,believe me,
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on!
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world
will never take my heart
And though they try
They'll never break me
They want it all
They wanna break this bone.
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world
will never take my heart
And though they try
They'll never break me
They want it all
They wanna break this bone.
Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world
will never take my heart
And though they try
They'll never break me
They want it all
They wanna break this bone.
(WE'LL CARRY ON.......!)
joayye:D
Thursday, November 23, 2006
hahaha. thanks huishan for fixing my blog! :D hmmm. training today was killer. damn lucky it rained or id be dead by now. did 5 times acceleration, and some jump drills which i couldnt do cause im injured and supposed to run 200m,300m,400m 2 times. in the end, we just did one set. and i was dying. was short of breath and my leg hurts alot. damn shin. damn knee. argh.
and now, i have 2 posters to do. bleahhh.
D:
joayye:D
Sunday, November 19, 2006
whoo. today. i DIED during training. ms natasha apparently thinks that we have to peak now. and the whole training she keeps scolding me. say i start so slow. why i keep losing to dorcas and im very lazy. ohwell. we did 150,200 3 sets. HAHAHA. it was okayye actually. but she kept scolding me?! so irritating. LALALALA. oh ya! i was LATE for training. hmmm. im always late. so. HAHAHAHA.
tomorrow. im going for mrlohs training <3! Swimming!! that is if it doesnt rain but YAY. i love swimming!!!!!!! fun fun day tomorrow!
joayye:D
Friday, November 17, 2006
hummm. training today. was boring. no huishan fiona amandalau. ohwell. did 1min run 2 min jog 3 times 2 sets. bleah. i died. the sun was SO HOT. it was causing me to melt. BORING BORING DAY.
joayye:D
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
OKAYYYY. todays a fun day! went training. training was so fun! did the person-sitting-on-your-shoulders-and-you-tiptoe thingy, hang-on-the-bar for 1 min, standing-start skills and 50m 3 times. it was damn fun! :DDDDD and i did the YAYE thing at the end! WHOOOOO.
FUN FUN DAY
<3
joayye:D
Monday, November 13, 2006
HUMMM. did hothing much today. just played gunbound with amandalau today. AMANDALAU! I LOVE PLAYING WITH YOU!!!!<3
HAHAHA. okayy. update!!! SUNDAY. i did nothing. just followed mummy around places to see her dunno-what. ehs. and then we went swimming!!!!:D I LOVE SWIMMING. lalalala. i ate a lot! i felt like a glutton. ohwell. so much for the " im so fat. i wanna be skinnier" plan. :/
and then TODAY. i went training. TRAINING. hahaha. it was FUN. whooo. did some conditioning and then 150*5. walalala. i hate using that inhaler. its damn bitter. ARGH. but ohwell. ohya. and i got posted into C1b. but after mummy said that studying physics now is better as biology is easier to catch up in JC, im trying to appeal for C3 now. and if i get in, all my subjects will be exactly the same as SARAHS!!!! YAY!!!!
joayye:D
Saturday, November 11, 2006
okayy. i regret changing to betablogger. hahahha. but whats done is done. ohwell. today. im suppose to go swimming BUT it rained!!!!!DDD:
i went church. hahaha. was FUNFUNFUN. service was about the holy spirit and stuffs. hmmm. today was a boring day. tomorrow will be worst. ohwell. so much for the colourful much of mine. at least hes talking to me. and YEA. im pissed. a bit. hahahha. but i dont know. im confused,. i dont want to be pissed. but its like. this type of thing must be pissed at. ARGH. someone. HELP the cute me!!!!DDD:
joayye:D
Friday, November 10, 2006
HELLO!!!!:DDD
today. well. theres TRAINING. and its damn killer. LATIC-FUL. ohman. run 300*3. damn tired. i DIED. blahblahblah >.< hmmmm. othre then that. my days boring. hahahaha. tomorrows SATURDAY. oh how i hate saturdays. blah.
counting down the seconds
as i neared the finishing line
numbness- i felt
as latic overwhelmed me
itriedmybesttonoavail-
joayye:D
Thursday, November 09, 2006
CLASS PARTY!!!! hahaha.
2HOPE06 ROCKS!!!!:DDDDDD
im so gonna miss WEIYI YUKINA FIONA & HANYU.
today. we played cards. swam. played amazing race and pass the parcel. HAHAHA. it was quite boring. but I STILL LOVE IT!!!! <3 hahahaha. and they named me the JAY CHOU FREAK!!! I LOVE JAYCHOU but im NOT a freak!!! fat weiyi!!! hahahaha. joking.
hmmmm. i feel so tired!!! woke up damn early. and theres training tomorrow!!! YAY. i cant wait. but i dont really feel like training. ohwell. and YA!!! took many pictures today!!! hahahaha. SO FUN!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDD
joayye:D
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
TRAINING was FUN!!!! we played MANYMANY games and fiona is BAD at them!!! hahahaha. ohwell. i think we bonded with the SECONES well enough today. and yet. we still got scolded for being PLAYFUL. comeon! at least we give our all in training!! trainings NOT some army stuff. i think it needs FUN so that itll be interesting?! LOL/
and. yingjing pamela fiona amandalau hanyu & lydia went J8 today to buy huishans PRESENTS. HAHAHA. the presents are DAMN CUTE!!!!:D hehs. and we ate CARTEL. and NAUGHTY YINGJING. she brought the breakfast menu home?! HAHAHA. are you THAT desperate? :DDDD
I LOVE HUISHAN!!!!
MY BESTFIREND!!!!!!
<3
I LOVE SPIDERMAN TOO!!!!!!
rays of light filled the land
as the sun emerged from the clouds
everything was going to be alright, yousaid
and yes, indeed-
iamsogladitsover
joayye:D
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
WALALALA. huishan is talking to me again! HOORAYY!!!!!! :DDDDDD
i slept the whole day. i guess im growing fatter!!!!!D: SAD. not. hahaha. ermerm. TRAINING TOMORROW!!! hahahaha. and we re going to give huishan a "surprise" tomorrow!!!! i feel oh so excited now. AND. i just came back from the doctors. he gave me some cream for my rash. and I HAVE EXERCISE INDUCED ASTHMA!!! he said if it gets worst he ll refer me to a specialist and i might have to give up track. NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!! DDD:
joayye:D
Monday, November 06, 2006
training was a KILLER. as in. yar. fiona ng is so FAST. i dont like the workout. 250 times 5. i almost died. LATIC. argh. i hate latic. i felt so numb with it today. but. i felt accomplished. hahaha. its been months since ive gone all out for training. lol. im having a rotten day.
straying by the sidewalk
as the long days dwell on and on
in a state of perplexity i collapse
as the tears of solitude filled my eyes
howcanimakeituptoyou//
joayye:D
I AM SORRY HUISHAN!!!!!!!! DDD:
lol. everything screwed up. im sad sad sad. its like. everythings still fine yesterday but now. havoc. mayhem. disaster. whatever. wish i could turn the clock few hours back. maybe a few days. probably everything will become okayy then. its like so difficult to put it in words. but yea. IM SORRY HUISHAN. IM SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY. cheer up!!!:D we said the wrong thing. and trust me. i really regret saying it. DDDD:
joayye:D
Sunday, November 05, 2006
hurrrrr-
im ANGRY. hahahaha. i want a new phone!!!!! >=[
hehs. eh. thanks to sherilyn i have 1900 testimonials to accept!!! hhahaha.
andand TRAINING. theres training tomorrow!!!! YAY. i cant wait!!!!
taking off the mask of pretence
washing away the sea of falsifications
moving from the walls of fortitude
to the empty hole of loneliness-
areyoureallywhatithinkyouare?
joayye:D
What Hurts The Most
Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
(Not seeing that loving you)
Thats what I was trying to do
joayye:D
Friday, November 03, 2006
I LOVE SPIDERMAN
SPIDERMAN
SPIDERMAN
SPIDERMAN
I LOVE HUISHAN TOO!!!!!
<333333
joayye:D
HAHAHA. monster monster. i have a NEW blog skin. special thanks to SAMANTHA<3 walalala. training today was FUN!!! i got wet trying to cover the highjump mat. awwww. and HUISHAN. on with the thing YEA? shar is sososo gullible!!! :DDDD oh i miss blogging. and i have HEAT RASH. ohmy. poor ME DD: hahaha
joayye:D
